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Table of Contents
- Preface
- PHASE I — REVISITING THE FOUNDATION
- 1.1 The Beauty I Saw, But..
- 1.2 Souls' Origin?
- PHASE II — TESTING THE FRAMEWORK
- 2.0 Before We Enter the Institution
- 2.1 The Institutional Test
- 2.1.a Protection
- 2.1.b Authority
- 2.1.c Accountability
- 2.1.d Coherence
- 2.2 The Right Questions
- PHASE III — LOOKING BACK
- 3.1 My Experiences
- 3.2 Finding the Language
- 3.3 From Questions to Investigation
- PHASE IV — REMOVING THE CATARACT
- 4.1 Preservation or Evolution?
- 4.2 The Uncanny Timeline
- 4.3 Krishna Consciousness on Ground
- 4.4 Revisiting Divinity
- 4.5 The Growing Interpretation
- PHASE V — THE REALISTIC VISION
- 5.1 Morality and Religion
- 5.1.a The Puzzle of Morality
- 5.1.b Why Religion Exists
- 5.1.c Morality and Religion
- 5.2 The Institutionalization of Faith
- 5.3 The Architecture of Certainty
- 5.4 Life Beyond Certainty
- 5.4.a Pascal's Wager (The Fear of Risk)
- 5.4.b The Cost of Leaving
- 5.4.c Crisis of Purpose
- 5.4.d The Gray Point
- Conclusion
- Afterword: An Extended Conclusion by Jasraj Singh
- References
- About the Author
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